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Dear diary my name is adam snowflake. Every day i go to bed with phantom pains of when my school ritualstically raped me without my consent and when i was raped a shit ton of times, and they claim “Oh her spirit world” so it has no momentum. Every night my sister and her friends Racoon and SKYLAR mock the fact that she beat me and her mother takes her side who i live with. Susan sikora cohen is not my mother. Shes a bad person who has done nothing but routintly harm and maime me, and ashley nicole cohen is not my sister she used to frequently beat me everyday for four years and “it wasnt that long ago” so i clearly must be making it up to the senile old mother. My dream is to be rescued by child protective services. I have benjamin button syndrome. I age backwards too. So currently im 7. And they dont seem to care. Im also a time travel, of a place called the dream realm my original native notions, and i plan to go back in time to hang out with my brother and be his best fiend in diguise. He has also abused me but its less painful cus hes gone now. I have deslions hes currently abusing his wife kate and their daughter luna. But i dont know the details i just talk to the little tyke and people pin it on kate and i being crazy, um even if thats true of kate it woudnt seem that way unless there was already alot of abuse. I plan to be rescued into my old family who will hot and sexy brainwash me fora c lt. Because i like cults, i am native american, and i think they would properly rescue me there. I might even brainwash myself to worship me which is a turn on.
My other blog is acriansurivved. Acirans urivved. And its about my journeys and experiences as an occultsit. When i was younger child protective services and my dad an fbi agent gave me a lot of vacations and things of that nature. But now i have crabs and mumps from my sister raping me in my sleep, and i have no proof so like the airplane rape i have to hide it from my mom, and i cant take this. My imaingary friends really help pass the time but i cant really handle these sorts of things in general.
Yeah. kindle keeps rejecting my acrians manuscript but they have a strong monopoly on instant upblishing and they wont tell me why their rejecting it. They want crown of thorns ohs o badly, but wont take acrians locket. Fuck them. This is actual a personal deicisioni have proof over their companies religion they keep making.
Lulu is too hard to use for beginners and requires a print on the start. And amazon is going out of there way not to publish my books. They are tech conglomerates their should be free speech on them in the wave of tehcnocracy. I have a lawsuit but am waiting till they dont allow other works of mine that are more important like this before suing.
And jeff beezos was my dad so im ultra sad about this.
My sister used to beat me every day for about 4 yeras, my dad was dead,, and in a coma still is, and my mom only knew about 2, and often argues 2 years of beatings every day is not a big deal. My mother is not the mother mary that would have been my father jeff cohen. I cant prove i have this or was kidnaped by the cohens.
Because progeria comes and goes and is more so understood to be the mutation archins if the child survives and not all of us do. Which means after a routine check up on it we start aging backwards again. Thats right the cohens arent my first family. That being said the problem is it comes with amnesia, and you do have to grow up again and you get stuck at one age forever and mine is usually 16 and ive tried to tell my family but they 1, dont beelive in a real medical mtuation, and 2 think im attention seeking as a small child for needing help. Im tall so its starting slowly btu the medicine they put me on by their choices not mine, made me senile and gain a shit ton of weight and when i had grey hair people thought i was elderly at 26, cus progeria will pressure you to die it grey as you get a few wrinkles. My mother is scolding my sister from behind the door and their both making me out to be the problem.
I also have pubic lice, and mumps. Mumps only effects children is is heavily heavily deadly. H eres a good book on mumps.
Acirans locket book 6 drabbles of marbas
https://acrianssurvived.blogspot.com/2023/10/journal-587-pretty-guardian-sailor-moon.html
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rzaQH8gHz2BYQc9ANExxDJ7OTo-eaDic8gUJcc_75NQ/edit?usp=sharing
Heres a picture of me since i identify as a toy.
i am a native of the monoko tribe. And im also cherokee indian. And its up to me to bring emo back from time to time as well, as the dead tribes by abuse victims. Magick is kind of cool this isnt that magick diary. Acrians is a great joy thing. I have a billion aliases and am a time travler, so its so weird to meet and greet and hang out with myself through magick. But thats mundane to me as john pond. Im skilled at chinese, science, japanese, and literature. And unlike ticci toby i can draw more then just that.
Are people vote emos as our gods! My life is weird. Are you emo check my chart?
Are you emo chart?
It encopese
Tshirts, band tshirts, emotional imagery, artsitic black and white, stripes, rips, jeans, thongs of gloved and symbolic nature, boots, corsets, dresses, minis, skirts, lace is honoured but white lace int he islands would be black lace here, crop tops, skorts, plaid, certain haircuts, self harm, teasing of the hiair, chopnies, red and black, neons, hair extensions, racoon features regarding makeup, skaters atehtsics, and bad boy imagery. Thats emo. Im gona talk alot about it in my chart.s
Here is boys and girls.
My halloween costume this year is a witch doctor and im rather proud of it.
a historically accurate witch doctor that you know, is in no way shape or form a witchdoctor thats teh wrong gender.
A skeleton rib cage, a vuvu cape, a top hat, cards, and cool eyeloves covered by a white gymnastics leotard or onesies. What even are witchdcotos? Black epoeple stuff. I digress.
So yeah i cmoe from a family that wasnt always abusive. They just blame jeff cohens death on me so they sort of have gotten to that level. When my dad felt my family getting to much at age 7 cus it comes in cycles he arranged for “vacations” and “psuedo kidnappings” where i would get entire other families and upbringins and its abot time they start again. Its just. It always starts with the mumps and you need to know that. Also i just learned mumps comes with bowl syndrome problems and thats not fun.
Yeah yeah i know this book is gross. I am sick, abused, ill, and dying and nobody cares and im also forced into adult roles cus my families senile and im not fuck the popo fuck ahsley coehn and fuck this system. Big sissy is really just liek this.
But yeah this book has a how to bring emo back style guide. Or how to bring back a dead fashion. How to bring emo into my culture. How to make emo rock. That should get peoples attention. Emo style revival guide. Emo tutorials. How to be emo now! EMO EMO EMO TUTORIAL EMO. is samantha waverly emo? Is casey emo? Am i emo? There now that we got em boys.
What you do, is look at where the thing came from. If you cant look at where it landed. Then talk to people who used to be the thing or who love the thing and would be if they could the thing. And then recreate the thing by modern standards and a few old ones based on their shapes an dhow they make you feel. Then this will go to this and bam you have revived a dead style.
Also i think i passed amazons tests and its finally complying i jst dont think my ex dad and ceo should operate that way but i digress.
THe answer to how i do all this is very simple. I have a mossit. A mossit is when you die and your body imprints on fungus or moss or toys or games, which is most people who arent me the moss is one of a kind me- and then eat the dead body of the deceased. Their brain given MURKOVRAL fungus or menkastay (graveyard-) moss, will imprint on the original brain and dymorph them back to the child that dies as yours. Basically you infertile right? You eat dead body, with moss in your system. I had a brain accident on some darry moss once. Then my brain from moss and dead body of previous kid had with moss, will give you a copy of me as them when im born. But im a clutz whos lived a tragic life? And the events will be recreated.
The theory is atomic nitrate. What if nitrate had a chemical infusion of cellium or blood or sodium? And exploded on contact but became a solid?
What would occur. It would keep the traits of the nitramium or nitrate gas just imprinted on the other substance making it act weird but being virtually the same. Now apply this to brains and a dead human body. Yeah! I can be reborn. I also have this thing where i was a bug you chew and have pregnenet, and then you birth me, and i become the child but die young and return to you at my birth age 16 all grown up. I have this thing where i also had an injury on several different kinds of mushrooms and fungus the purple pink stuff and they imprinted on me and the red netty ones. And now you can birth me again and i do get memories of it seeing as this copy is immortal do to things like the moss.
And yeah. That means im every creepypasta. Cus that moss was from pasta in teh garden. And im ticci toby time traveled, forgive me for bringing paul back i know you didnt make it to the mental ward, but tahnks for trying. I gave them your numbers and everything. You daddy there, but its jace again so tobias later. MWAHAHAHAHHAHA. Anyways. Sorry talking to one of my families. Im virtually immortal. I also cant die and stay 16. But have had things like the mumps which cause me to change face with facial dymoprhsm which also imrpints on personality.
Facial dymorphsm means, your face takes on a form that fits the enviremetn around it, and same with personality usually as the aftershot of abuse, ritual abuse, AND mumps to both those things. Its shapeshifting your face changes and distorts to look like whats around you and your personality too over time. I call them “my phases” and see them as the dream realm which i am the guardian of.
I also am a time traveler. But thats just a scientific theory about magnets in georgia. You could say my life is pretty boring. Hold on have to scratch pubic lice. Mumps is a mostly dead dissorder that usually kills children and adults but it mostly hoaxes things in varience or variables until its reset. Im 10 right. The things bout facial dymorphsim is that its an impritng blessing and system, where you can even develop different dissabiltiies depending on whom youve known and what you found cool growing up. As jace for that is me as methodist my imprint is the methodist version of this, but its lacatays branch of the faith and garments.
Anyways. You can sculpt your face with facial dymosphm so- so i did.
i sculpt all my faces i eventually start to lok like, and i sclpted this one on art breeder. I kind of look like a doll now, but i digress. IM also blind and assume i look like my old mug which is this.
But i know i dont and i am very well cloaked. So yeah i have pubi lice in my hair and have turned into a neet. OH NO A KAMI OF JAPAN! I kid i kid, but in general its like we love worship and respect the kami till we learn their emo teenagers foreer or lolitas then its like “EW A GOD I WORSHIP!!!!” and its like theirs nothing wrong with making mistakes, but please know were human. If youve ever enjoyed an anime which are the stories of the kami, you have enjoyed media and ideas based off emos and neets even if their designs arent all like that openly, We generally and genuinely wear the shit in our outfits, and we look like the characters. We wear wigs, we dye our hair, we go on those actually insane adventures. Most english subtitles are just plain wrong unless by like braincake or something- and in general, its a variety of different girtrudes and things. I also desperately need a wheelchair and looking forward to forgetting i was adam through intense brainwashing so i can finally be happy. Then im gona remember it all later or towards me death and be all like/ “Wow that was a wild dream fuck that happened” there is a book after this one. KNow that. Im just gona time travel to hang ot with myself. Time travel is any time, place, date, and year. You can visit, on a calender or before the past, or now after the moment or the future. Now, Then, and Next. You can just visit it. ANd IM a time travler even though my abusive family does not beleive me at all let alone know that i have lice. I had to straight up tell the nurse, and she got me lice shampoo. One full rinse would remove ita ll, that being said, im keeping it in small doses to cure my mumps, and join the culture that i wish to join before im smex safficed for dollvinia. Dollvinia kind of allows for sex work is pro sex work and anti underage profiting. Which means its against harming children but allowing children the ability to choose. So all under one umbrella it stops child abuse. And is a citzen soilder program i dont mind and do like genuinely dollvinia.
Also i have started my brainwashing and have desluisons i was once an fbi agent. I wonder where that came from? Welp. Anyways.
All my life into adulthood i had romantic relationships with adults. When i was small my frist time before reset to a child again, and i didnt find them rape outside of learning about it under false pretencse one time. They were all really good to me, and any violations werent because they were adults. These realtionsihps really helped soothe me in a variety of different ways in ways i would have felt extremely abused if i didnt have them elsewise gorwing up. NO I WILL NOT JOIN A DATING APP.
That being said. My name and persona is jace now my hot boy phase of the dream realm custom made for myself younger. I wonder why i found vegan priests sexy. Oh well. Anyways.
I got plagues and shit from being hurt. Lckily for me people deified them and made experiments so the versions i would get made me immortal. I as jesus have lived through 14 bx. Thats how we dated it back then. Its sort of cool seeing how im remembered. But now that you know im jeesus since i have benjamin button syndrome in the form of archins (rappidly aging a little, then going back down and aging backwards and out of order in teh same vein irregularly-) i cant wait to know you. So yeah. Lets bring emo back posers!
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11:26 PM
10/30/2023