Jornal 2:Talking Heads - Psycho Killer はいこます ほん が 2 しこ きら
Jornal 2:
S;lklfs;fks;dksdlkw;ekf;lcskewokfwkfwgw
S;lkfw;fkw;lekfw;ekfwlkfwe
Wf;lwkfwlefwlefw’
F
‘Wefwle’fwle
Ne? You know i dont mind it. Having to be in this predicament where im abused if not. I dont know why the govement is a big evil monster. Indie Sad People Bricks is a turn on or why i alsmot but kinda or completely faked my death and am no longer around in this way but. My life is an orchestra and presently were playing hell.
My name i sjace and im an reincarnation of adam snowflake. Writing to you from his house, from his bedroom and from his computer, from his very unkept bedroom and bed living under his abusers he died of suviide and lonliness screaming abot. He placed charms on his family so i could stay. I was adam snowflake. The thing is though with every major death like that, when your face and p ersonliaty morph may as well consider it a death and new soul. Adam considered himself a time traveler as john pond and i was. I like to change my face, age, and personality given a shit ton of mutations and go back int ime to hang out with me. No Mr.libararian i dont care where you locate this book. I have ACRHINS which is a form or branch of benjamin buttons syndrome where you age out of order your whole life, but mostly get stocks for 20-40 years at a time at a select age pretty young. Before you start to age irregularly and backwards again. I have retardation and a bit of down syndrome t hough not much.
Its very obvious in my brows right now. But thats mostly cus i hsaved them. When you go through something called KMAIFICATION you can pressure point your face to look like whatever you want, and so I pressure pointed my face to look like this.
Ss;ks;flksfks;lkfs;fksfpeofkefpekfesks;feokslfkes;fesk;lskles;kfs;efks;lfks;fks;fks;f;ls;kskvs;vskdg;ks;ges;fge;kfs;lefks;flsef;lkss;fsd;
I also have a muatative accident with darrry moss. BRAIN SPLATTER: everywhere! Oh nooo the mushrooms when cnosumed make you birth my brain! IN a nutshell yeah. Then I also, had an accident on several magnets and coral, and lastly, i have an imprinting system from a particle accelerator where i get reset to my last notion if you tuck me into bed. And so the corpse wakes up my old mug and im returned to wherever. I feel like someone out of a science fiction plot but no its.
Leafs = 45 over 95 0 1 + 10 = 12 - 1 (metephor: waterfalls rain falling each assigned a division)
So yeah um no. Im not lying to you about any of this. I hate numbers but like math because it just plain out says these things. So yeah i was so sure i was cleare of my pubic lice but it came back and it keeps coming back in notions no matter how often i use that shampoo. IM being heavily heavily neglected and verbally abused right now. And in my sleep i accidently told a shit ton of adults that i wanted to be pedo-d, in alot of ways. Im excited to leave this house. I have VIRKIS, where you need beatings, noncon sexual conduct or genuine molestation and rape, and favoritism, or I will die, it also makes it so you need to be shuffled around alot, moving out for a little bit when things get to abusive. I dont know the history of the dissorder or anything about it, but in general and in genuine it means alot this way or that way. Oh and check it.
The dissorder or mutations, MAKOS, or May-koez. Its a dissorder where you need that from god know where.
But yeah im asking for this for hanukkah.
I have this thing where i need to desperately, be in one. A wheelchair from my accident and my mom just refuses to place me downstairs or in one. SHe EVEN SENT ME, to a mental hospital when i was in one and the first thing they did was strip me of it “CUS OH YOU CAN KINDA WALK!” most wheelchair users can! I shoudnt have to be 100% limp to need my accessibility device holy fucking shit.
;laskfa;kwtw;etklwepiwetwitpotiptiowptiwepoiffkae;efksfokewfowkfp;lskf;lsekwptiwopwiewipotwtiwtwpoiewtiwepotiwptoiwpwifkse;lsksfsdfkewopirwptiweoptwetwektw;k;flksefwepfowwepofkwfpkewfe;sflkes;fsklfwefwopfkwpfwefwe.
Yeah no this house and home are not affordable and she doesnt seem to mind it or care. I seem crazy alone but its a genuine risk i have to take cus i should be a in a fuking wheelchair even if they can overhear me. So im asking for one. I should not have had to fight to wear colored contacts. I should not have had to fight to dye my hair. I should not have had to fight to my gender and sexuality. I should not have to fight every time i change my name. I Should not have to fight to exist without suffering but here in my house where my beast is dymorphia i do.
What even is dysmoprhia? Dysmoprhia, is when you hate your body so extremly over and over again you do crazy things or suffer intensly to soothe it. Things may include, dying your hair alot, eating too little or not enough, getting strange or irregular piercings, tattooing it, fake fangs, or veneers, coloring the teeth, unusual haircuts, body art or henna ever frequently, ear poiinting, top surgery, and bottom surgery, chest binding, stuffing or padding a bra, shoving socks down there to emulate a dick, and erotic hypnosis, and more.
Body DYSMOPRHIA is when your so sick of what you look like. And im sorry 0.00 colored contacts? Yeah that would soothe it for alot of us. Its partially what ivy pots cuts herself over int the impacted. And my mom wont soothe it, she doesnt even believe i have it and that im happy, when she knows i have CLINICAL depression and MALADPATIVE depression. She just doesnt care. Or she cant be motivated too. And its killing me from abuse in this household!
ANd so im desperatly clinging to the surface of the ocean for air and all that helps is a red headed wig and some colroed contacts, because then atleast the fox that wants to rip me to shreds can be a bit more like brilbi. And you dont know what that means. But you will if you keep READING UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate myself i hate my life and i hate my family. Its not a big deal when your outside kills you over and over again with suffication to want to look more,.....how you say? Like your painting!
Fsd;lfalk;sdkakwl;era;lwker;wkepotpowetpokdfpkdcskfweok;zdlkewokpfs;lfkds;fkew;lksd;lfks;efas;lfkzs;falf;lefkwq;lkaf;laekfes;lfkwotkwotipwietwlkpofewpkgw;efksfok;z,lczc,es;lkf;leskfsf;k;ewpor32i0i2-5i32fkakfwpokwefkoa.
ね。 よ かいます。 これ の えんつり が の いすかまそ の ね ね。 ね しょ の ふみりあ。 の つ の せtてね むれがぐすぱたな。 の しんた の いからし の しんと の しょうねん。 な いこ そう か れ。 わtし わ かなしい。 でも であじ んぶ ない わ。 いまそつ の しもす の きぱ の ききるつ。 の しんち の へかす の しんと わ わいや。 の きらしんと の いつ。 の います の ゐね が る。 の しんつか。 の いから。 の します の だいすか。 よ ら ぐ ぞ ぽ ち し そとの やら わぶぴ の る む。 ふ み ひはま やらわがざだぱ。 のめほもよをごぞ。 づ ぶ ぷ ゆ め も よ の き くsつ つ ぬ。 な た さ や わ ばぱ ち。 の へや！ よ よ よ よy よ。 さみら の へかしょ！
Jace NIhgten Gail 12: 21 AM
11/2/2023
