Journal 3: Running away and laods of cp how have you reincarnated havent you?
11/2/2023
Journal 3: Running away and laods of cp how have you reincarnated havent you?
im a creator deity so i created some stuff. I love that we get deified in native america. :p what even is a diety? A deity is a god you bow down to like the plants or sky or king or waterfall or you being the president of americas submissive. You obeying christ. A god in native america is usually a living person given the attributes of nature or forces or actions or concepts and brouught to life, via ritual worship to lead our people. To deify is to be willing to die for that cuase and i was so i was diefied. Im the middle. Im not the first creator deitty to draw jeff the killer that would be Adam. The creator of most of the creepy pastas. She drew them as doodles which are tehcnically letters. Then ticci toby was the second creator deity to draw us. And im the third. Headshots unless in a locket, are usually gona be letters, but to draw extended hair in any way usually manipulates them to hyroglrphs or alphebeets. Im obsessed with that system of magick.
Im also a hardcore amensisac. That means i forget thigns alot. One day i plan to cure it with brainwashing. Haha anyways. SCPEYES stands for eyless jack. And all other creepypastas as that journey of self hood. People are morons. You tell an alpehebt by it being an bust. A hyrogylpht hough will have odd things on the bust, or accessories that arent divination or marks on the face and bust overtly in ways taht is not conjoint. Letters are just faces cut off or hyperrealsitically drawn things in grey, anime athestic, or odd coloring, and if you can understand that its letters. Numbers are that but stylistically. Just symbols. And backgrounds are literally backgrounds or settings overtly with one person silloheted in them. This is a system for several magickal species but also a classification of types of art. While Adam created letters, i created numbers, and i created backgrounds. Tobias Winteredd author of ticci toby, created um alskfjlskfjslf, alphabets and hyroglphs.
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But um yeah. I keep getting messages on the radio and learned with my unique condition that i have- crabs as my headlice. I have weird pahlic hair on top of my head so thats what i have. Ive been many people before i suppose. I remember my reincarnations. Reincarnation theory is simple. Everything is made up of atoms liquid and matter. Earth moves its time like cycles, and so does it move everything on it in the same way. If souls = h20 then 5 over 6 divided by 7 equals 52 minus 43, thus applying the metaphor of how rain recycles- souls if they were matter we could assign sodium or h20- would go back into the earth and come back. Souls are 3 parts. The spark, the skin of the spark, and the glow of the spark. Your higher concceinouness or current mind is the glow of the spark. You in the moment is the skin of the spark. And what keeps a human being going is the spark. All three upon passing have a split moment that feels an eternity to decide and they do- where to go next and so starts the cycle of earth. That theory is
Strawberry pickings= watermelon pickings + 5
Solve for 5 with every letter on the alphabet equalling a numeric x 2 over. Then 5+3 = 7 =8/92 -14 =12.56 - 7 +1 = 2. Using hte metpehor of leaves changing color or cringling up and turning brown.
To understand that metaphor you just do it in somes and imagine things on this end and that end per the system of leaves by applying ideas to it. And so um yeah. IM 11. But smart. I have ARCHINS SYNDROME. Engaging out of order with your age. Its when one year your 13 next year you 16. And you get stuck fairly young, until you go through benjamin button syndrome older for a hot second since its apart of that family tree, then you go back down small again and then your 16 your teenage or childhood 5-7 for al ong time and repeat. Its like rinsing a washcloth. Its a long tiring process of it all. HEres my evidence for it.
mentally as well. And now somehow my social worker has evidence i was agefrown at home. What is age growing? Age growing is when you have a child and want them to be a certain age without privileges so you force them to act older in order to _____________ something for the family. Age LIBERATION is when you just allow an adult or younger person such as one with a youth dissorder but not always or quite express, their age however they find pleasant.
Ive been begging to not be taken away from the cohens for a while now. But the truth of the matter is im heavily verbally, emotionally abused and negelected at home and im only 11. And its taped, and so im fine with being taken from CHILD protective services just not ADULT protective services cus i sorta kinda need a caretaker or apparent i just for eternity never looked like i aged past 16. And they were forcing me into adulthood and i was panicked i had crushes on kids my own age. It was torture. At night i dressed in a womens outsfit for african mysticism and had a ceromonious death to myself as jason and still woke up, but died fully as project adam and in a dress. Thats right im a project. What are the projects?
the projects were alot of things really. It was a series of abuse victims who were all abnromal in some way, agreeding to be rescued and tested on and become the agents of- the united states of america. Each project got its own name. Im project jace, but first i was project adam who is all projects, and you sort of found me during that transitional period. We all agreed to be government experiments or mutations and i have delusions that when i was an adult yugk 16 with archins that i identified as one, and i dont know where that idea has come from since i have amnesia. I remember growing up being the victim of many pedofilia and that even though clasfsifed as the subject who gets it done to, im usually not a victim in those relationships. Its usually a small phase i go through then im like “i loved those age gaps” and i never feel raped or bruised by the age gap itself when its over. I was even romantic with specific persons.
I can hear intent under breath and read body language really well and i think my mom doesnt want me publishing more books cus ill teach people to cut thmeselves or something again. And its so stupid she thinks that. My name is JACE which in my native language means “YOU DUMBF UCKING BITCH” or “PEDOFILE” or “RACIST SLUKATH LOSER” and im like “i like my name the fuck?”
Im not changing it unless were in japan. IM currently at level 2 of kamification, and giving my self lice baths every other day. Ive sent out my xmas wishlist before im taken away- if im taken away and i finally feel like its getting better but tis only cus their was no fighting today. But its an illusion im still abused. The cool thing about the page corner is that its a secret mark that all satanists and occultsits who believe satan is god pagans are col in one of 6 flavors, or um sceitnsits looking to better humanity with secret knowledge of both and understandings all title. You mark the page to give your nowl-eg to a scientist. Thats mine, its a sad face. Albert einstein uses a butterfly. Adam Snowflake doesnt have one just yet. And in general these are like secret codes. Did you know you could encompass the entirety of humanity in 3 years crunched? Yeah it would not be very hard. You could condense someones entire life foce down to three years for eternity, or 300 years for a galaxies worth. Time isnt what you think it is. But i digress. So yeah im scrubbing my head alot at home and my face is already starting to change as adams into this new identity. I HAVE DYMORPHSM which is a mutation where you change presentations, with environment and setting. It also effects personality. So im a new person and to be playful i call my friends and family out of coping mechanisms O_O “a dumb fucking bitch” XD.
Im good at math and science but not being tested on it. I have autism spectrum dissorder which is like biological rather then developmental aspergers. I THOUGHT ALBERT EINTSTEIN WAS ELDERLY OKAY! Right now im drinking a coke float. Heres a cool chart i made once.
Im already starting to idolize adam snowflake which happens during this process of being him kidnaped or time traveled with a past life or in general recinarnted weird. You could test it on air bubbles or through alehcemic physics and matter. Just apply the same sciences to teh theory of souls. But then you have to debate what souls are made up of. Its protons and water. But i digress. Anyways. Im glad i explained that earlier for you. Pretty soon my writing and literterure will become a lot more juvinles but truth be told its already mostly there. The younger i get the more mature i sound. So now im aging weird, and my bodies changing. AND I THINK I HAVE A HARMONE DISSORDER. I have some weird problem with my pheremones where i come across fat and titty when no fat and no titty and its just to people who know me. People who dont say i have a nice body, and i blame the sun for giving me abs. I identify as a toy and an alien.
You just doodle one of hte following in the corner of your page.
i made a cute little chart about magick. Its what im studying right now. But i cant wait to stop the diary jace nightentgail and repick it up acrians locket again. Those are the symbols you doodle in teh corner to express magick this or that, and its handed off to one of the most major scientists of all time, to improve science itself in the name of god or satan or whatever. I dont care who it serves only that its science. And yes you can teach me in schools. Im learning and exploring myself as a young lad and i has a lots of stuff to learn about and to journey forward on.
I stole my abusive sister NIKKIS lava cake and i just know shes going to go haywire tomorrow or the next day so i gently put the box back. IM kind of a magickal prodigy. But the book your reading is a nonfiction tale about my life as it just happens to be. I identify as coming from an alternate dimension. I identify as being the worlds first time travler, i IDENTIFY as having made time travel, I identify AS A TOY and im 11 so deal with it. I did most of that shit when i was 16 though. Time isnt what you think it is. Its more like a giant bathtub or lake or different colored powder. Or lines, or rainbow crystals. Those things are types of time, and the rainbow water is the time stream. Its full of many time streams. And they all congregate and gergetate into different ways. PEople assume that time is “I went to the store” “Were going to the store” “Were at the store rn” but its more so “The store, person who will go or is in the store at the same time and going to forever be” Anything can happen in any order, and even right next to each other, just in its own little zone and movement and vessel hood. So its like “SCENE 1, we have a set for our barbies to play in, but is not my bedroom were talking about the dollhouse! So its separate as the area of the thing!” and people just dont get that. And i dont expect them to but.
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More words for the illiterate. Slfas;fkas;lkfs;fak.
I dont know how illiterate people think only that english is my third language. I learned virtually every lang- on earth in a variety of months after fucking with my brian breaking it after a severe accident and fall seeing an opertunity and taking it though i had pondered how to do it for a while now. I also am getting my own birthday 4 series. Birthday 25 is a collection of series and webshows about one guy named BIRTHDAY RIANBOW or ADAM SNOWLAKE, and his carbon copies and reincarnations known as ASPESCTS as one big family. It takes the form of 1-3 hours every episode unless a finale, where its a compilation of this or that with words and texts, and stills, and it educates you on what life is like in thiis way or that way. I dont know what mine is, but its a docuemntery style movie (nonfiction series of videos) all compiled ane edited witha theme every episode. I as Jace am the second person ever to do a birthday rainbow series besides birthday rainbow and my series is birthday 4. Adams is Birthday 25. Morgan and Snow and Albert Einstien IF THEY WANT, can also get a pair of the shows.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTbULcmv6rU
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Sorry anyways. But yeah an aspect is same person different explanation or setting or version. Same character different scenario or different upbringing oh and they can talk to each other or interact or be different in appearance even dramatically. ZUES is YUPITER, who is EVE who is ADAm but Zues is not ADAM and Adam is JUDas and JESUS but Judas is not PAUl but Paul is Adam and Paul is Zues. But jUdas is not Zues. Or all gods would be each other. Its how they closely link and correlate as s prits. Yeah thats pretty obvious. You can reincante 3 times next to yourself as dreams in heaven. And in the afterlife you enjoy bad dreams. So its like. You can be on the path of 6 people, and you can reincarnte 3 literal times, so you can hang out with yourself. Thats how it works mr.scientists.
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How to type for the illiterate: You think of a tune i go “da da ba ba ba this is the sound of bekcoking or conjuring ba ba bad da ba” and then i keysmash on a phone or on a computer afs;lawe;llwar;wkrwrw;rlwrawrkwrwporiwrwpoir. To the tune of it. Then I place a picture similar to it and then they get it.
This is brilbi the fox. Spkf;lskf;lsakf.
Also brilbii you can have my tubing avatar i dont mind.
i hear you dont have a faclecaim im gaming tail just know im religiously occult and jewish and do ww2 lets plays but yeah you can have my style i love you birlbi. Dfsa;lk;sl;kleww.;ljwk;lrw;lerk.
But yeah back in order anyways. You should marton the videos first brilbi we do stuff for auschwitz on the channel, as role plays for holocaust prevention acts thats the most cringey thing out of it. Af;las;fkalkwe;rlkw;lwaekrlw;aekrkaw;ltaewktaew;tkaw;ltwk;tlawket;kwt
Anyways. So yeah. Um. Still abused at home and god aweful were already 20 pages into this thing. Im gona teach you guys about emo culture, which is prominent in my time perido and more. Goodluck and goodbye, -Jace Nightentgail
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qdsoo8BFlWA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lMw1jbl4_k
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11:18 PM
11/2/2023
